One week to go!

It's been ages since I posted an entry here. My life has been boring and I have the same routine every day so basically there's nothing to be blogged about.

Wait, then why the heck am I even here? LMAO.

Seriously I can't wait for Internal Medicine to be over.

No, Mira! It will never be over for you. This is a life-long learning process so deal with it.

Ps. Gilakah aku bercakap sorang-sorang camni? Hoho~

Life is..

Internal Medicine

The reason why I haven't been blogging for the past few weeks is this..

 Internal Medicine posting

I hatechuuuuuu! Okay, dah tak boleh besar lagi ke font ni? Haha.. Seriously, separuh mati rasanya mengharungi posting ni. We basically learn everything yang ada dalam tubuh kita, the internal organs. Tau tak berapa banyak organ ada haaaa? T___T *cries*

Seriously depressed. Having to write 3 portfolio papers in a week is torturing. Mind you, it's not the normal portfolio okay. Imagine if the patient has 13 problems, I have to discuss all 13 problems one by one, how I establish the diagnosis, my diagnostic plan, treatment plan yadda yadda. As for the follow ups, one problem should include all the explicit details on SOAP
S: subjective (patient's complaints)
O: objective (physical exams, lab exams, supporting exams)
A: assessment
P: plan (diagnostic, treatment, education)
If you have 13 problems, you're gonna have 13 SOAPs in a day. Since I have to follow up the patients for a week, I'm gonna have 4 days of follow up. To make it worse, multiply that by 3 since I have 3 patients.

THIS IS MADNESS.

Ps. We can't complain since the Internal Medicine residents are doing the same thing too. No wonder the medical records are so freaking thick!
Pps. Tell me why do I wanna become a doctor again?

Never judge

A very heartfelt story. I almost cried when I read it. Got it from a friend on Facebook.

Seorang doktor meluru masuk ke ruang hospital dalam keadaan tergesa-gesa selepas mendapat panggilan kecemasan dari pihak hospital..
Dia menukar pakaian dan terus meluru ke blok pembedahan..
Dia mendapati ayah kepada budak yang berada dalam bilik pembedahan sedang berdiri menunggunya..

Apabila si ayah melihat doktor itu, dia terus berteriak..

"Kenapa kamu ambil masa yg lama untuk datang..??
Kamu tahu tak anak saya dalam bahaya sekarang nie..??
Kamu tak ada rasa bertanggungjawab ke..??"
Doktor tersebut tersenyum dan berkata :

"Saya minta maaf, saya berada di luar hospital & saya datang sepantas yg mungkin selepas mendapat panggilan kecemasan tu.. dan sekarang, saya harap anda bertenang.. jadi, saya dapat buat kerja saya.."

"Bertenang kamu kata..?!
Kalau anak kamu berada dalam bilik tu skrang nie, bolehkah kamu bertenang..??
Kalau anak kamu mati sekarang nie apa yg kamu buat..??
Kata si ayah dgn marah..

Si doktor tersenyum lagi & berkata :
"Saya akan kata bahawa Allah telah berfirman dlm kitab-Nya yg suci
"Daripada Allah kita datang dan kepada-Nya kita kembali"..
Doktor tak mampu utk memanjangkan hayat seseorang..
Insya-Allah kami akan cuba yg terbaik utk anak kamu.."

"Memberi nasihat bila kita x mengalaminya memang senang..!"
kata si ayah..

Pembedahan tu mengambil masa beberapa jam..
Tak lama kemudian, si doktor keluar dengan gembira.. "

Alhamdulillah..anak anda selamat..!"

Dia terus berjalan tanpa menghiraukan si ayah

"Kalau kamu ada sebarang soalan..kamu boleh tanya jururawat..!"

"Kenapa doktor tu sombong sangat..?! Tak boleh ke dia tunggu beberapa minit supaya saya dapat tanya beberapa soalan tentang anak saya..?!

"Komen si ayah selepas melihat jururawat..
Jururawat itu berkata sambil air mata mengalir di pipinya :
"Anaknya meninggal dunia semalam dlm kemalangan jalan raya.
Dia berada dlm upacara pengebumiaan anaknya ketika kami menghubunginya utk pembedahan anak encik. Dan sekarang dia telahpun menyelamatkan nyawa anak encik, dia tergesa-gesa utk menghabiskan upacara pengebumiaan anaknya..

" Moral : Never judge anyone because you never know how their life is & what they're going through..."

Quote #1

It's a sad day when an actor pretending to be a doctor makes more than an actual doctor.

Damn, it's true!

I don't wanna talk about it cause I'm in love with you~

I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

[Chorus without last line]

[Chorus]

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

DON'T