Takut tapi..

Saya takut nak exam. Exam lagi dua minggu. Tapi saya malas sejak akhir-akhir ni. Pegang buku sekejap pastu the next thing I know, my head is already on the desk. Sindrom sebab dah banyak sangat study kah? Definitely not sebab saya rasa otak saya masih kosong macam tin kosong "klunk klunk klunk". Tak sangka dah masuk minggu ketujuh Paediatrics posting. Written exam on 22nd pastu patient exam on the 25th.

Huaaa.. Nak jawab exam pakai ape nanti? Otak saya? Luck? T____T

Study oi study Mira! Good grades tak datang dari langit macam tu je.

Menjengkelkan

Nak tau tak benda apa yang paling menjengkelkan kat dunia ni at this moment? (menjengkelkan = irritating)

KOSAN SAYA (my hostel)

Like seriously, tak habis-habis ada problem. Bayar bukannya murah tapi more than half of my monthly allowance kot. The monthly rent is the only sole reason that has been making me "papa kedana" for every end of the three-month period. I wanna move out but there's nowhere else I could go. Nak cari kos baru kat sini sangat susah. Kalau ada, sangat mahal sampai lebih dari Rp2 juta. Kalau murah, cam setinggan pulak tapi tak sanggup. T___T Percaya tak living cost kat Jakarta Pusat berkali-kali ganda lebih mahal dari KL tapi JPA tak mau naik-naik allowance pun walaupun dah buat proposal setebal buku Harrison's Internal Medicine. Okay, tipu je tapi seriously, daku terseksa. T___T

Masa mula-mula tinggal kat bilik lama banyak problem. Tiles bilik air kena bongkah sebab katanya air bilik air mengalir ke bilik bawah (likee ewww la kan tapi saya tak jorok so ok kot hahaha) I was the one who had to suffer. Kena mengemis bilik air kat bilik kawan or guna bilik air luar. It's very inconvenient sebab campur laki perempuan so kalau keluar dari bilik kena tutup dari atas sampai bawah. Gila kau pakai towel je? -__-" Fine lah kan. Pastu kena bongkah tiles bilik sebab kata bocor. Tapi benda paling bodoh, source of water dari mana pulak datang?? Don't think it's necessary. Pastu adalah few other problems macam kunci pintu rosak, ceiling bocor air hujan, internet cable cannot be connected yadda yadda.

Disebabkan tak tahan, saya mengambil keputusan untuk pindah kamar dengan harapan bilik tu tak semalang bilik lama. Tapi apakan daya, ternyata bilik baru ni lebih teruk. Tiles kena bongkah lagi? yep. History repeats itself. Gahhhhh~ Hari ni kena bongkah tiles bilik. Pe jadahnyaaaaa?

Nak kasi suggestion boleh? Apa kata just robohkan satu kosan je pastu buat yang baru? Ngeks betol.

Ps. Ya, ini entri emo lagi.

Hottesteu

My bf once told me not to flood my blog with Kpop stuff but I think I've been staying dormant for the past few weeks so I guess it wouldn't hurt to fangirl once in a while, right? Hehe.. ^__^ I still listen to Kpop songs though with less fangirl screaming these days. I consider myself to be a part of 2PM fandom, only Hottests and nothing else. If you happen to have an account on Wild2Day, you may find me here and I'm one of the graphic designers there.

Anyway, 2PM is coming to Jakarta this November and of course I won't be going even though I really wanted to. I don't know any Hottests staying in Jakarta. My friends, they're all somehow hardcore so-called "Coldests" (2PM anti-fans). The only Indonesian hottest that I know is currently in Yogyakarta. -__-" What's the point of going to a concert alone? *forever alone* And my parents? I don't think I could get their approval since I haven't been to any concerts throughout my 24 years of living in this world (25 if you count in intrauterine life haha xD).

My ultimate Kpop bias has always been 2PM's Kim Junsu aka Jun.K! He's a great singer and musician. He composes and writes his own songs and he recently got a chance to release a solo album! Check out the video below.



And oh to my only one, don't worry my dear. I'm forever your no 1 fan. ;)

Ps. Oh this is so random lol~

I {heart} you

My Bachelor of Medicine Convocation Day

 Kepada ayah dan mama tersayang, selamat berangkat ke Tanah Suci Mekah malam ini. Mira doakan semoga amalan ayah & mama diterima Allah SWT dan mendapat haji mabrur. Selamat sampai dan pulang. Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan di sana. Amin~ Take care and I love you both, always~♥

Your beloved daughter,
Mira

Teddy and my feet

Bought this cute plush slippers back in Malaysia! Yes, I'm wearing Mr Bean's teddy on my feet! So comfy and I feel cute. Well, at least my feet do. Hahaha..

Ps. Yep, ini entri tanpa motif. Sekian. :p

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Responsibility

I had the worst night shift in history evahhh~ Ended up alone all night. Was supposed to have the night shift at the emergency unit with this guy friend classmate of mine but he bailed on me! He left without words and it was before midnight! He came late and left early. Tell me, how the hell are you gonna be a good doctor if you keep acting this way? Skipping classes, coming to the hospital late, being rude to the senior doctors. Urgh.

And oh by the way, being a doctor doesn't mean you'll get more money. Yes, I know it's all about helping others but please, don't you think you should be more empathetic towards us as well? Instead of mocking us, try to understand the workload that we have everyday, will you?

Oh well, you'll never understand. You'll never will. I rest my case.

Premature ventricular contraction

You know who you are. Having to see the same people over and over again for 9 weeks is torturing. I know you feel the same way too. Come back to Jakarta soon please. IMYSM I could die~

♥